Whoever said “If looks could kill” must have seen the elderly woman who accused me of cutting in front of her in the post office line.
For being petite, her voice was like a boom box. “EXCUSE ME!”
I spun around, holding my large package. “I’m sorry. Were you in line?”
“What do you think?”
Everyone else in line turned around. They stared at me like I was a monster. After all, what kind of person picks on little old ladies?
“I’m…I’m sorry. I thought that woman was the end of the line.”
“And why would I be standing here?”
I waved an imaginary white flag and walked behind her. “I thought you were waiting in line for that other window.”
I pointed to a window in the lobby.
The woman glared at the window. Then at me. “What’s that window?”
“It’s for people who only need to pick up packages.”
She waved a pink slip in my face. “You mean this?”
I nodded, hoping I’d redeemed myself.
“Well, I’ve been standing here forever! I hope they can help me.”
She stepped out of line and went to the other window to wait. While I snuck out of the post office…..without mailing my package.
I HATE conflict.
That’s how I’m wired. I’d rather be a peacemaker than a warrior. I don’t want to get injured. I don’t want people to think unkindly of me. And yet—
Does that passive mindset creep into my spiritual walk? Am I afraid to confront Satan?
My mentor, Loretta, told me, “We need to be willing to fight when it comes to spiritual intimacy with God.”
- Fight the Enemy who loves to distract us from spending time with God.
- Fight spiritual indifference when it creeps into our life and makes us settle for second best instead of God’s best.
When we’re indifferent about our spiritual growth and relationship with the Lord, we tend to neglect the things of God. We lack motivation.
Other times, we make ourselves attend church, read our Bible, and pray. Try as we might, we’re just going through the motions.
Nothing can separate us from the love of God, but pursuing intimacy with Him is our choice.
If our relationship with God is important, we’ll sound the battle cry and:
- Put on the armor of God. (Ephesians 6:10-18)
- Worship God in song regardless of our feelings.
- Rebuke Satan with scripture and prayer.
- Claim God’s promises.
That woman in the post office didn’t need to pick a fight with me. I wasn’t the enemy. A soft word would have sufficed.
And yet, that’s how I want to react when busyness or apathy steals my rightful place near God. I want to look the Enemy in the eye and shout, “Get thee behind me!”