Whoever said “If looks could kill” must have seen the elderly woman who accused me of cutting in front of her in the post office line.
For being petite, her voice was like a boom box. “EXCUSE ME!”
I spun around, holding my large package. “I’m sorry. Were you in line?”
“What do you think?”
Everyone else in line turned around. They stared at me like I was a monster. After all, what kind of person picks on little old ladies?
“I’m…I’m sorry. I thought that woman was the end of the line.”
“And why would I be standing here?”
I waved an imaginary white flag and walked behind her. “I thought you were waiting in line for that other window.”
I pointed to a window in the lobby.
The woman glared at the window. Then at me. “What’s that window?”
“It’s for people who only need to pick up packages.”
She waved a pink slip in my face. “You mean this?”
I nodded, hoping I’d redeemed myself.
“Well, I’ve been standing here forever! I hope they can help me.”
She stepped out of line and went to the other window to wait. While I snuck out of the post office…..without mailing my package.
I HATE conflict.
That’s how I’m wired. I’d rather be a peacemaker than a warrior. I don’t want to get injured. I don’t want people to think unkindly of me. And yet—
Does that passive mindset creep into my spiritual walk? Am I afraid to confront Satan?
My mentor, Loretta, told me, “We need to be willing to fight when it comes to spiritual intimacy with God.”
- Fight the Enemy who loves to distract us from spending time with God.
- Fight spiritual indifference when it creeps into our life and makes us settle for second best instead of God’s best.
When we’re indifferent about our spiritual growth and relationship with the Lord, we tend to neglect the things of God. We lack motivation.
Other times, we make ourselves attend church, read our Bible, and pray. Try as we might, we’re just going through the motions.
Nothing can separate us from the love of God, but pursuing intimacy with Him is our choice.
If our relationship with God is important, we’ll sound the battle cry and:
- Put on the armor of God. (Ephesians 6:10-18)
- Worship God in song regardless of our feelings.
- Rebuke Satan with scripture and prayer.
- Claim God’s promises.
That woman in the post office didn’t need to pick a fight with me. I wasn’t the enemy. A soft word would have sufficed.
And yet, that’s how I want to react when busyness or apathy steals my rightful place near God. I want to look the Enemy in the eye and shout, “Get thee behind me!”
2 thoughts on “Wanna Pick a Fight?”
Hi, pretty woman!
I just read your latest post. That is SO me! Conflict?! Egad, RUN!! Too bad that poor woman didn’t realize you are such a jewel. Her huge loss.
Thanks for the encouragement to stand and fight. My continual battle is for exercise, both spiritual and physical. Would so much rather read a novel or just putter in the yard. And boy does Satan wield the temptations.
I’m saving the scripture references. Gotta go now put on my armor. 📖
Much love, Terrie 😘
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Terrie, it’s a gorgeous day. Perfect for puttering in the yard. Outdoors is the perfect place to talk with God and experience His presence. Some of my best moments of worship happen when I’m outdoors.I ask God to show me His glory and He does because the “heavens and earth declare His glory! Then I praise God by listing His attributes, and my blessings. It doesn’t get more intimate than a daughter of the King, praising His name!
Sidenote: Your comment about putting on the armor of God–I just had this image of a princess removing her gown to dress in knight’s armor. Made me think of a character in Lord of the Rings!
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